Happy

Happy is the man whose Lord is God! God, I am happy because I have you. Smile :)

Be Thankful

Thank you for all the blessings that you have given to me. Let me not take it for granted that it will always be there. Let me treasure all that is surrounding me and be grateful for the little things in my life. Yes, time and tide waits for no man, but memories will stay in your mind. Make full use of what has been given to you and never regret it. It is definitely not easy to step out of the box and be different but all it takes is juz one step and you will be out! Life is short just do it but make sure it is the right decision. Don't do it just because it is popular cos at the end of the day, no one bothers... Be thankful, be grateful, be appreciative. Thank you Jesus...

wake up your idea!!

Wake up your idea! Wat is the problem with the people of these generation??? Why are they so slack? Why are they so complacent? Why am i not hearing much from them? Why do they not bother about their children? Why are the address they give me wrong?? Why can't they update their paradox before they give to me? Why do they fizzle off so fast? Why do I give them so much opportunity? Why do I need to put myself through all these agony?? Why can't they have a stronger backbone? Why can't they rise up to the occassion? Why are they not concern about their children? Why are they tired so easily? Why can't they persist? Why can't they prioritize? What is their problem????? Do they want it or they don't want? 

Just tell me lah!! I am a very straight forward person! If you want it, then go all the way for it! If you don't want because you have work, you need to study, you are tired, your parents don't allow, you come one week, MIA the other week... then tell me you don't want loh.... I really need people who love the children and are willing to go all out for them!! I cannot imagine one group changing leaders all the time... It really pain me to see the children having a leader who is just dong it for the sake of doing it. 

I am giving you the opportunity because i believe you can do it and God will give you what you need when you seize the opportunity. It is never easy to walk this walk.... but I promise you, if you do your best, I am here to support you all the way. 

Is my HEART ok???

Just had discipleship with some of the men n my zone!! Wooo! Sounds exciting?? Definitely!! Talked to them about the leader's heart. Not my heart lah but the heart of a leader. It is really important for us to check our heart regularly like a doctor cos you never know what is happening to you when things get busy and you get numb by what is happening. 

So 4 hearts to have! 1. A passionate heart for God and of course Jesus! 2. A loving heart for the people around you. 3. A forgiving heart for those who has hurt you and 4. A heart for the lost esp. for the children. 

Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks!! So watch your heart, not your mouth. :)

Exciting Life

It is October... Hi and very soon.... November will come. Need to get things done and think and plan ahead. Musical, Christmas and 2010. Amazing how time flies. Life is just so exciting.... All the ups and downs, the high and low, the ebbs and rise.

Can my life not be exciting.... Can I be a normal human being? Can I just have a normal job? Can I? Can I.......

Well, I suppose I can't.... Others can, but I can't....Thank you God for an exciting life.

Know your Purpose

I have been in City Harvest for 14 years and in Children's Church for 12 years. What happened to me for 2 years?? Ha! I didn't BS lah, I went NS.. Had cell group yesterday and we were all talking about the years that we have been in City Harvest! 1st: Michael, 15years, 2nd: ME!! 14 years and 3rd: Lena and Esther, 12 years. Time really flies and you can never catch it back. 

However, it is just amazing how we stayed on and grow together with City Harvest. People came and people left. It has been an amazing 14 years journey. So where do i go from now?? Last week and yesterday was like a reminder, a wake up call for me. 

I need to go back to my first love, the reason why I am here and why I am doing what I am doing. Is it for me to gain fame and recognition?? Is it that I have earn big bucks from what I am doing?? Yes, I am quite famous in Children's Church among the children. Haha. I also don't deny the fact that I do earn from what I am doing..... but it is the purpose and the commitments and the passion that I need to remember and continue in this journey. My journey has not ended and I am still moving on. However, am i moving on a straight line or on a progressive slope?? I believe I got to constantly ask myself this. 

Be dissatisfied with where you are now. Be in the thinking and asking. Be in the knowing. Be willing to sacrifice and go the extra mile. Inconvenience yourself for the sake of others. Be teachable, be humble. For UNITY sake, accept those who are different from you and love them!! Haha. These are just some of the things that we need to do so that we can see growth!! Amazing!! If I remember more, I will include them in. :)

God I want to know you more!

July

July is here! I am totally amazed by how time flys. When it was May, I commented that time really flies! I take back my word..... Time doesn't fly! It sneaks away without being notice!! Arghhh!! God, please hold on to time. I want to take my own sweet time to enjoy the things that I am doing. How? Can a not?